my contracrostipunctus
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Tuesday, January 09, 2007

"Confession" (so you know you are not alone)(and these aren't lyrics, just my own thoughts)
My foundation collapsed
and I'm numb and relaxed
picking up the pieces of a broken world view.
Separation,
isolation,
this foundation,
worn with allegations,
lies in devastation
and I cant build it back.
I don't want it back.
It was under attack
and it fell flat.
The night was black
and the light wasn't real.
This is how I feel.
All the systems in place
to offer me grace
when I'm kicked and I'm bleeding
and actually needing
are lost in a sea of red tape.
They cant escape
self made demise.
Good intentions reach the skies
but the battle's on the ground
and there's no one around.